Raison D’etre
This is a real middle of the night, I can’t sleep, kind of conversation.
Its 4am. For reasons I won’t delve into right now, we don’t have power. Nothing to do with a mal-performing / run-by-idiots power utility. Although it must be said, someone fiddled with the solar power settings, so maybe, run-by-idiots is not limited to government run institutions.
Oh, do I detect some biting cynicism so early in this morning?
It must be the true me, which nicely loops back to what kept me from falling back into a comfortable slumber. What is the reason for existence. Not in a hypothetical sense of the universe, but very much down to self-centred all about me. What drives me?
Just over 2 years ago I started this blog. The Great Reset of 2020. Following a period of global self-reflection, with dolphins (allegedly) prancing through the (at that point, surprisingly clean) submerged and abandoned streets of Venice, the whole world was taking a moment to reflect on how nice our environment can be if we stop abusing it.
Why are we abusing our world if it can be such a nice place? Do we really need to have legislation to make us behave in a responsible manner towards our fellow man and generations to follow?
For a change, I went straight for the essence of my internal debate this morning, and now I have run out of words. This piece of writing will probably change shape this morning still because I am not yet sleepy, and its still a long way till sunrise.
Coming back to the Raison d’etre. Usually, at this point I would look for a nice practical Wikipedia definition of the term. Party to elucidate the term for some of my readers (who might not yet be followers 😊 ), but mostly to ensure I have spelled it correctly. 😊 . But having no power, the internet is down, so you are left with my “more or less on track” ramblings.
I am driven to add value. There, I’ve said it. In some spheres of my professional life
, my role is prescribed by legislation. Which by its very essence contradicts my internal drive. Let me clarify. Just because in a particular scenario my role is prescribed by law, it does not mean I automatically add value. Other than being able to tick a box. So, if that piece of legislation did not exist, would I still have cause to exist in that role? We need to be honest here. Especially at 4:30 in the morning when no one else is around, so you don’t need to impress anyone. I try. By looking at the root cause of why legislation prescribes that role. But more so by looking at the impact I can have on the people around me in that role. If I want to add value, what is it that they value. (In this context, this is a statement, not a question. There is no mistake in my grammar). That is why I enjoy facilitating risk workshops, because I see how participants realise how they are actually already doing risk management, and I see how they connect to their colleagues who face similar issues.


Furthermore, I am grateful for the value I gain from those around me, occasionally expressing in no uncertain terms that gratefulness. At other times my appreciation is expressed subtly by attempting a measure of value in return. Occasionally I try getting away with inserting some humour just because its not necessary to take everything so seriously. Like that time I inserted a tongue-in-cheek Terry Pratchet quote into a formal financial analysis report.

It is less complicated in my personal life. And maybe that is why I love farming even though I am a born and bread city girl. OK, maybe city is a bit of over-reaching. A town girl. The simplicity of the question here is Raison d’etre distilled. Here my role is not prescribed by law. Here my role is temporary caretaker. I have a piece of land, and a few animals for whom I need to care. If they don’t have water, they will die. Taking it up a notch on Maslow’s hierarchy of basic needs, I want them to be well fed and happy. So I need to provide a little more nourishment than merely access to grass. And occasionally I need to remove pests and administer reviving medicine.





The same applies to the vegetable garden. Applying “please go away and eat something else” pesticides, rather than destroying a bug’s own right to existence through poisonous pesticides.
And in return? I enjoy a fresh garden herb salad along with a delicious free range meat dish of the day.
While this may come across as righteous virtue, it comes down to the distilled essence at my very core : I enjoy it. Whether prescribed by law, or a most basic life necessity. By giving value, I get value.








































was an American film director, producer & actor. Not of an era that I would be directly familiar with, but that is the way pop culture works. Osmosis. Somehow you absorb your surroundings, which nicely brings me back to my topic. Surrounding oneself with life and joy. Looking forward to seeing you soon.
). It is a far cry from what I had pictured in my mind, when I started my blog 2 years ago, with 2 posts a week.


Sweep it up, (the stain has by now dried to a powder), then wipe with a sacrificial squeegee so as to not wet the floor again.














